I am curious why it is that I can’t study the Word for very long before I feel the need to shift into worship. Like right in the middle of learning more of God’s character, the one thing my soul needs is to pause and say thank you!
Of all the people at the shrine, I was the only one who remained erect, looking straight at the sky… I was well aware of my critical situation. I am dead, I realized, Ahn Ei Sook died today at mountain Namsan.
Fully known. And loved. There are times when this is incredibly hard to believe. Because I know myself. And I am deeply flawed.
A few years back I decided to look up the meaning of my name. The first thing that popped up was “pure”...
He heard my prayers, He walked with me in the suffering and the questions, the loneliness and the healing. He met me in a way I’d only read about in His Word. And I clung to Jesus like I was drowning. Because I trusted Him. And I wanted Him more than the gift He was giving. Because He is life itself.